Heart Sick

I'm not a big fan of negativity. I really, really try to see things in a positive light. But I miss my child. I know that is not rational because I have never physically seen her. But God has put a mother's love for her in my heart, and I cannot do anything for her. I cannot hug her or feed her or laugh at the funny things she does or tuck her in bed at night. And just like a mother who is 41 weeks pregnant knows that her baby will not reside under her ribs forever ... it feels like she's never coming. And my heart is aching. Please pray that we get travel approval soon.

A little gift that was delivered to my inbox the other night ... one last peak at her before we see her in person.